Thank-You, to Chris Carter, David Duchovny and Gillian Anderson, by Red. The X-Files is an integral part of my everyday existance. It has been for a good six (or more - I've lost count) years, and I shall carry at least some of it with me for the rest of my life upon this earth. It's more than a television show. It's a belief, a love, a reason and a quest that I find difficult explaining. I just can't get over how much I love this part of my life. Sometimes I, like anyone else, become wrapped up in other things in life - specifically right now, sorting out my head - but whenever I get back into "X-Files mode"... it still feels the way it always has done. Like a quest, like a cult, like a group of people whose lives are forever entwined by this one love. This one belief. I adore being a part of this fandom. I love what you've done for me, Mr. Carter. I love the characters you've given for me to love. I love the relationship you've forged between them, the way it has made me question my own relationships, the way it has led me to appreciate every friend I have ever had. The way I see my friends. The way I love them, love who they are, love their differences. It's all because of my love for the M/S interaction, and silly as it may sound to someone who isn't a part of this, I feel that without the impact they have made on my life I would not be here today, or at least not as the person I am now. I love the distraction the show gives me sometimes, just a slight removal from the occasional hell of being a teenager in the twentieth and twenty-first centuries. To just slip away from it all into a world you created, but which has blossomed under the hands of too many people ever to name. Every fan brings something of their own to the show and its following. I love its diversity, the way every Phile I've known has his or her individual qualities. We have plenty in common, but we are a group of people from every walk of life, brought together by one thing. Faced with the feelings of loneliness which so often accompany growing up today, it is a great comfort to know there are other people who are always willing to listen, to talk, and will do so because of a mutual passion - even if it is totally unrelated to the problem. I have made friendships through my love for the show which I hope will last a lifetime. Thank you so much for bringing us together and showing us who we are, and showing us what we are to one another. David, Gillian, thank you for portraying these characters in the way you have done. Your passion for your work spills over into the intensity of Mulder and Scully, the fire that burns within them. This passion has, again, made me into the passionate person I consider myself to me today. Scully's rationalism, Mulder's belief, it's all a part of me that I simply can't explain to someone who isn't a part of this themselves. I might sound like a babbling lunatic to many people, but this is just because my gratitude is impossible to word, impossible to draw or paint. It can never be expressed, only understood. But I hope that my words touch you somewhere inside, if only to let you know just how thankful I am to have lived through this experience and watched two young and struggling actors become as well known as you have done, and to do it with such grace. I've had enough inspiration through this part of my life to fill a thousand books of poetry, but I'm happy for now to say thank you, thank you, thank you so much, just for giving me the chance to be who I am now.